Right now I'm not actually typing on the computer that has internet access. That computer is right now being used by my sister to play Maple Story, but all of a sudden I had an urge to write a LJ entry so here I am, mashing away on my typewriter-slash-paperweight. I've had lots of stuff on my mind lately and I've been using my livejournal less and ( Read more... )

Ugh, such a horrible day. Everything seemed to go wrong. I hope tomorrow will be better.

Oh Matty, I miss you so much...

Well, I don't meant to sound all angsty and stuff, but I wish people would give me the chance to be depressed in peace. If you're not going to try and help me, then just stop bugging me. I guess I got used to being left in peace when I wanted it on vacation that I forgot just how nosy and abnoxious my family can be. Particularly my father ( Read more... )

Things seem to function all fuzzily when you're running on zero hours of sleep. Last night was terrible, there was a screaming argument that lasted all night long and I had to stay up until sunrise in order to make sure that nobody killed anybody else.

First dad's football team lost their game. Why do people act so aggravatingly crazy on account ( Read more... )

Oh boy, I've been such a nervous wreck for the past three days, depression's settled down on me like a cloud. I think its a mixture of the cold weather, PMS, some natural stress and frustration and how could I forget, regular freaking verbal abuse. I really need THAT like a kick in the face ( Read more... )

I trekked all throughout my fine city today and all I managed to do was to get myself into deeper shit. I was supposed to go out with Chris this evening, but I suddenly got the most dreadful feeling of not wanting to go out again. I'll just kill time until tomorrow morning ( Read more... )

...I want to be cabin girl... >_Oooh, the past two days have been a hell on earth. Finally things seem to be clearing up. I still get the jitters every now and then, but that's happenning less and less too. I'm just glad its all over ( Read more... )

I get a certain amount of good days and then a really bad day, followed by two or three days of shaky uncertainty. Everything up until yesterday was beautiful. Then I opened up my big mouth and had to be slapped shut. Today was better than yesterday, and tomorrow will be better still, and then I can be happy until the next time something horrible ( Read more... )

I had an eventful, though not exactly good day. I woke up feeling bitchier than usual and complained all the live long morning over my problems, and when I got to the St Marys train station I was short twenty cents for the ride, because all the booths were empty and I had to use the machine and pay an extra fee. I had to bum some change off an old ( Read more... )